write down the daily story everyday

sunny8888 · 发表于 2006-10-17 02:09

write down the  daily story everyday,hope the friends will support me everyday.thanks

一平 · 发表于 2006-10-17 02:16

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sunny8888 · 发表于 2006-10-17 03:35

I always have this kind of throught, one day i'll become a special person. i know it was really very difficult.the dream and the reality are always against each other. i don't  like my work environment.from the other people's point of view. our company is good and good welfare,the salary  is nice.but the truth is our work is not sound like that. i remember one saying i heard form movie : all what you see, what you taste, what you hear is not always right. only u expericed it , you'll find the reality behind the truth. i have been graduated  for more than two years. but i don't feel quite happy. in the romote city. i don't have friends relative.i hated that. it's a tough decision to quit the job. but i'll do it next year.no matter what had happened.

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sunny8888 · 发表于 2006-10-18 05:03

in the past few years, i alway try my best to become a strong man with strong personality, i love to communicate with different background people. talk with them freely.we feel quite happy at that time.but with time gone, all my friends left me.the only thing they left for me was good memory.i know even the best friends need to say goodbye to each other.i hope them have a good future. i also hope that they will find another friend in another place.just like me,who appreicat and support them all the time.time had gone.i became old.hope someone around me will become friends with me. god,pray me.

星魂 · 发表于 2006-10-18 06:28

it seems that ....I just cann't believe that you have graduated for 2 yearshavn't seen  lovely people like this for a long timebest wishes and god will bless you just  good good study  and day day up \\ha ha

sunny8888 · 发表于 2006-10-20 05:11

everyone has a secret cabinet. especially when we grow up. we learn how to compete with other colleagues. some of your workmates maybe play tricks to get promotion. What do u think of this? Sometimes maybe you think I’m capability person. I work very hard, can handle every incident happened around me. but in the end, u just get the praise orally not from the prize or the position you want. Do y think that’s fair? Maybe your boss will think I provided all kinds of tools you need. Just like compute, library, pen. laboratory. Why are you still not satisfied? In the job market, so many people like you still can’t find the job. I provided you a shelter, a room you can live. The salary that you can buy the dinner and clothes you need. Why are you still want to leave the company?My answer is I want to be a unique person. Maybe in the other fellow’s eyes this firm is nice. At least in this inadvanced city. I met so many guys feel quite confident, why? Because they are rich ,they have their own business. I’m not admired them, but a little bit envy. I have been worked together with foreigners. Their income at least six times higher than us. So if you want to be rich. And find yourself in this world. You have to make other fellow trust you. One of the book I strongly recommend is rich dad and poor dad. Not be the slave of the money. But the master of the wealth. Know how to invest your money on some area you think worth. Not dependent on the government pension. I believe it is right. Our government is not reliable. So trust yourself

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sunny8888 · 发表于 2006-10-20 23:20

Last night, I watched the TV, one of the news made me feel uneasy. The anchor told the audiences. The 2006 job market began in the Chinese university. He interviewed one of the students, she got her master degree in the economic. She hoped to find a job paid 6000rmb or more. Then the anchor said the students attitudes towards job is still unbalanced. They think they can be paid very well. But 6000 is quite high salary for the students who get the master degree. Then he said in the last year. through social statistic bureau investigate, the average salary of  person who get the master degree is 3000rmb. How poor it is. The student who studied very hard and feel they can well paid in the market finally find they are worthless, some of them even can’t get a job. Why it can happen?In the past 10 years, with the increased economic, china become one of the most powerful country in the world. But the income of people didn’t rise in nearly 10 years. Most of the civilians can’t afford the money for house. How pity it is. The most Chinese people do not get benefit from the open door and reform policy. Our social developed very fast. Some rich guys can buy any luxury staff they want. But the poor people their basic demand can’t be satisfied. so unfair. We give the tax to the government but we don’t get any benefit from our government.I’m really sad. When I was in the university, I dreamed of contributing all my knowledge and life to the society, but the cruelly fact tell me don’t dependent on the government or your boss. Take care of yourself , if you want to save other guys you need survive in this society firstly.

govener · 发表于 2006-10-21 01:43

excellent!!!This morning when i was waiting for the bus together with my colleague.We saw the high-class cars passed through one by one. One of them asked when we could own a car as this? "I can not afford the oil even if i have bought one car , i heard the price of the oil will rise again soon because the price will be connected with the international oil price..."another voice said.As you know the average salary of a person in china is quite less than those developed country. what caused this situation？

sunny8888 · 发表于 2006-10-22 22:51

Today is a nice day, especially it is the last day of the weekend. I hope most of u will have a nice weekend. One of the friend asked me how we can own enough money, how we can become successful person. How we can become one of the respectable person? All of these question are so difficult that I couldn’t answer. The first reason is I’m not success, so if I tell you something it sounds like cheating action. The life teach me lot of things, something maybe u disagree. u will think it is too much superficial. I hated the people who worked very hard but paid little. Some of my colleagues are workaholic. they don’t care what their wife and child think about. They always go home very late for something what we called very important. But at that time their wife watched the clock and waited patiently. How unfair it is for their family. Even though you earn lot of money, but u give little love to your child, your child maybe envy those children whose parents can go together with her for fun. going to the countryside and running on the green lawn.     The main reason forced me to leave the firm is because of this embarrassed situation I met. I worked as a diligent employee but I paid little. This is the worst condition I meet.  Our leaders are just concerned about theirs own interest. If the employee can finish their work on time  that’s ok.  The burden work made me have lot of pressure.  Even though we finished our work on time we couldn’t get praise, u don’t have the joyful in your work. How sadness it is. We lack of communication, and also they refused to share your opinions with them. They sometimes think you are naïve. Maybe you’re quite stupid to ask for a promotion. write down so much today. I need to work. Maybe u are not satisfied with job, but before I leave I need to responsible for my work. What do u think about my opinion? I’m really not good at writing, so hope u can point out the mistake I made.                                          Your friend sunny8888

sunny8888 · 发表于 2006-10-24 09:10

Today I browse on our class website, I find lot of my classmates complained of unfair of this society. Something they meet in the society made them feel uncomfortable. One of my good friend told us: he find the life is really cruel, some workers lowest demands can not become true. But he had no choice, because he was not his own boss.I can’t agree with him any more. Our manage dare to speak in public that our salary had already reach the high, but we still not satisfied. But the truth is I only own 2000rmb one month.  And I still persist on working even though the company do not give u the fee for extra hour work. The boss told the lie. But nobody dare to say no. totally tragedy. This is what we called socialist society and Everyone is equal.The doctor is not the people who save the person the life. The teacher is not the people who teach the kids how to grow up. The police is not the people who protect the civilians. The government is not the agency where help the people who suffered a lot. The gap between the rich and poor is bigger and bigger. The hatred is grow. The discrimination is become more obvious. The lost of moral and adore of money. That is our society.Once upon a time.  I trust every good thing. I believe if u show the mercy to the other people. U can win the mutual respect from other guys. But the truth is people like me always taken as crazy man or not realist man. how sad I am.In the state owned company, we don’t tell the truth. Maybe lot of employees do not satisfied with some policy that the lead made. But no one have the courage to say I disagree. I’m not support it. hope the things can changed.After long hours work I feel really exhausted. Good night my friends. Tomorrow is another day.

sunny8888 · 发表于 2006-10-27 02:43

In the last two days, I feel really exhausted, I don’t know why. My body is really tired, my mood is quite depressed. I want to get rest one day and  find some old friends to drink beer. It’s the real life. I hope that day will come.The common topic between the people is money. Most of us will feel money is evil things. It can make the good people become the bed guys. It also can make the people force themselves do something they reluctant to do. How magic the money have.I don’t want to become rich. But I hope all what I owned can support my life. Make my family have a happy life. They don’t need to be worried about money.Oh my god. I will never talk about money. It make me go crazy. Switch my job find a person that I loved. God bless me.

sunny8888 · 发表于 2006-10-28 05:24

I find it was really difficult to write down the daily diary. Especially when nobody give u some comments. Everyday I am eager to see the message the friend leave to me. But I find it was still blank. How Sadness I am. I’ll keep on writing with loneliness.Today one of my colleague give me some advice. Maybe he was kind to me. But it made me hurt a lot.  He told me it’s the time to find a girl friend. Yes, maybe I am old enough, I need to have a family , I should get married with the girl I loved. But it’s not his business. Why should he give me such rudely advice.We Chinese do not respect others privacy for a long time. We always want to get some private news and then broadcast as quickly as possible.Several years ago, one of my classmates told her roommate.  She said our professor divorced. All of us shocked.  We all pity our teacher for long time. Because that teacher is really quite knowledgeable and kind to his student. But when we graduated, we know the truth. It was rumor. I feel very angry at that time.We should respect other people’s privacy. Otherwise it will be really impolite. Nobody will like u. make friends with u. don’t ask other people’s salary, prize. Relative .position.  it was really stupid to do like that. Have a nice weekend. My friends.

光光 · 发表于 2006-11-10 05:23

Please continue, although the dairy can upset me...

光光 · 发表于 2006-11-10 05:29

And share with you that, please think about others' kindness firstly, not rudeness.

sunny8888 · 发表于 2006-11-15 09:01

Recently I was too much busy. Sometimes I feel lot of pressure on my shoulder. Luckily in the weekend I can find some people who love English very much. We can gather together chatting in English. That’s really wonderful because you find some listener in your life. You can tell your story or your social experience to them. Maybe that’s not helpful, but sometimes they’ll give you some advice about how to deal with these troubles you met in your life. Thank goodness, I have these friends. In a alien city, I met some people in a right time. Release my pressure. Build up my confidence. Still hold the belief. Trust you are always the best. Of course , when I was in the colleague, I set up my motive. to be a unique person.How to become a unique person? From my personal understanding, there are some points decide why u should be that person.First, to be a unique person is really a hard process, because u don’t know what’s the future will be. Maybe you are full of passion to do something. But just because are not reasonable enough u failed. Lack of social experience is the biggest problem I met in my life. Too much young. Do not know how to win the leaders trust. Too much young, caused big trouble in my life. The results is you can never repaid it. No matter how hard you have been try.  I feel quite sorrow. But luckily , I was cheered up. Because u have no choice.  That is the life.  So cruel.  I hope the god give me another opportunity. Bless me. Bless me.Bless me. Bless me. Bless me. Bless me. Bless me. Bless me.Can u hear my dear god? Please Bless me.

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Cicero · 发表于 2006-11-16 22:58

looks like someone is blogging something here.not a forum of safety

sunny8888 · 发表于 2007-1-5 05:11

keep on writing diary everyday. hope get the help and communication from everyone.

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